Veteran's day. A day when we are asked to pay respect to those Americans who have fought and died in our nation's various wars and conflicts...
I'm gonna restart this entry...
Writing about Veteran's day is not easy for me, but at 10:25 tonight I realized that I had barely given any thought to the meaning of the day this year.
No, that's not true... The truth is that growing up in New York City, and much of that time in Greenwich Village, the concepts of soldiering, military service, war, and patriotism (at least in the standard popular culture definition) were not present. So Veterans day was just another day off from school.
My parents were not what our last president would consider "Good Americans (something that I'm sure they would disagree with)." My mother was raised by a socialist and a communist, and while she was not as “extreme” in her political ideology, she was completely devoid of any desire to conform to the American social status quo. My father could never be proud of a nation that rarely showed any desire to consider him, a Black man, an equal citizen of that nation. They both would agree that being a good American is far less important than being a good human being.
And then there was me. A tough kid growing up, getting in fights, but being raised with artists and Neo-hippie pacifists around, my heart was not of violence. War was the enemy, and those who wanted to fight, the ignorant stooges of the powerful.
As I've grown older I have learned to differentiate between those who fight wars and those who create them. One of my closest friends, a true brother, is a veteran of the second Iraqi war, or "Invasion." I see how that experience has affected his life, and I pain for him and all of the other young men and women who, while no longer drafted, were in many cases duped or forced into enlistment, due to lack of access to resources and opportunity elsewhere.
Recently I have found pleasure in reading Conan the Barbarian comic books. There are times when Conan joins up with an army because there is opportunity to make money in war. Thus, for Conan, just as for many in our real world, the risk of ones life for the opportunity of money (or survival, ironic in its contradictory nature) is an acceptable risk. For many Americans it is the ONLY opportunity. Luckily for myself, it was never even an option.
Also recently, I was discussing my Uncle Sy's military service with my mom. I thought that he had served in Korea, but she responded that I had it wrong. While her twin Sy had served later, it was her older brother Carl who had served in Korea. I started contemplating how the concept of military service has changed since the Vietnam era.
Historically, throughout the world, being a soldier carried a great amount of honor with it. Yes, in most cases young men were forced into service, but in America, fighting for ones country was greatly respected. In fact, for much of our past, if you didn't serve in the armed forces in some way, you were looked down upon by much of society. But the catastrophe of Vietnam, or as the Vietnamese remember it, "The American War," changed the way Americans understood military service.
60,000 U.S. military deaths, of which 17,000 were draftees, combined with the millions of Vietnamese civilian deaths, scared America for decades. Presidents were less willing to send soldiers into conflict zones(not necessarily a bad thing), the draft was abolished, and Americans lost great trust in their leaders.
Anyone over forty, or anyone who has taken a freshman Modern American History class has heard or read this all before. For members of the post-Vietnam generations, it is far more common (though nowhere near common enough) to find people who were raised like me- with disdain for the concept of war and military service. Yes, many of us are less hardworking than our ancestors, and many of us have become less physical. Violence in society has become more of a taboo outside of the sports arena and especially since the mid 1990's, the opportunities available to the educated, coupled with the lack of a draft, make military service seem very unnecessary.
I accept that there are times when fighting is necessary. To liberate my ancestors from Concentration Camps, or my other set of ancestors from institutionalized slavery I would fight. To make my country the place it boasts of being, full of opportunity and equal access to healthy, prosperous and sustainable lives, I would fight. For the lives of my family and friends I would fight. But I believe that the true fight is against the concept of war itself.
We have soldiers because we have not yet evolved as a species to a more efficient style or form of communicating, and understanding that war is the true enemy. Unfortunately, this means that each time we send our soldiers into battle, we take one step further away from our evolution as a nation and a species.
I suppose Veteran's day to me is a weak holiday. Not because it is a waste of time to honor those who fought for America, but because we still do not live in a country that honors their sacrifice. Because we should honor them by spending today talking and working together to try to end conflicts in our societies and around the world. Because the only honor you can really give someone who has put their life on the line for their country, is making sure that future generations do not have to.
D.C.W.
10/11/2009

